So here i m Back Again ...

So , My all dearest Friends i m here again .. to write something more about life around me ... 

Few days Back i met my cousin( i would call him Z) ... and he told me about this event in his life which i think would have been a bit intresting .. but i think its was just a child abuse .. 

So few days back i met my cousin .. he is a good fellow though .. A real great mentor one can think of .. but i was really was amused to listen to him what he did ... 

Its a time around 6-7 years before ..and he was around 12 or may be 13 years old.. as you can guess .. guys at this age are just entering the age of being a man ... so they have these kinda curiosities about .. you know .. knowing their sexual organs and stuff .

So what happened was this .. a cousin of his came to his place he was may be 6 to 7 years old ( i would call him B) or may be younger than that .. you may be guessing about the male to male thing by now i think .. but let me write it full ... may be you will feel a bit amuzed :)

So this cousin of mine Z was having this feeling of being you know .. feeling sexy and all .. so he took his cousin B in the room ... and they started playing some game or other .. just like two brothers playing .... and then some how while playing or may be fighting on something .. B sat on Z's stomach .. it was all like guddy till then .. when Z thought of taking the advantage of the situation ...( B was wearing a Knicker ..  just like small kids do ) ...  he told B to go and lock the door from inside .. 

So for a long time .. B was sitting on Z's stomach .. just like that .. and Z was moving his hands inside his knickers .. like smashing and pulling B's Private part .. i really cant imagine that how it must have felt ... but yes as Z told me ... it was good .. he could feel the erectness of B's part ( mind you he is only 6 or 7 man !! ) ... 

so then he kept on playing with B for about an hour or so .. feeling and doing all that .. so how are you feeling ??? :)

Chao till the next post ---Real on life !!!

A Real Incident of My Life ...

The Incident is a bit old ..its a time of two or two n half year ago .. when after schooling i was doing a teaching job in some Institute in Delhi .. I used to up-down by the private buses of the city ...

Otherwise it just a normal thing, men looking for women in buses trying to touch them .. standing over them trying to get a peep into their shirts or just in a way always trying to harass them. I m no different.

So, that day i boarded the bus again to go back to my place .. and to my surprise the bus was not so crowded .. i mean nobody was standing .. so i got up and sat on a ladies seat.

So the bus started to move on ... An a person got up in the bus in the next stand .. he could barely walk and was caring crutches with him ..bad in his appearance .. dirty clothes .. rags i should be saying .. he just came and sat besides me .. i was pretty ok about it then .

I was sitting at the window seat .. then to my surprise he started making me uncomfortable .. like he kept a hand on the rod on the seat behind me .. and just kinda getting close to me ..

I don't know the whole bus was blind or what ... bastards . no body even notice i think .. then Thank God the bus stopped at the CNG station for refilling so i got a chance to escape ..

Everyone Got down the bus and was waiting to board another bus .. then this shit person again got into the same bus as me ..and started making me feel bad ..

I was not that bold kinda person at that time .. so i could really react to this type of behavior of men ... Then A guy next to me ( I refer to him as Mr. A ) who looked like a student.. quite fine looking person .. not more than 20 years old asked me :

A: Do you know this person ??
I: No, i don't. ( with a tense expression on my face ).
A: Stand On this side.( And i quickly shifted myself to the other side of Mr A
in the bus .)

And then that shit person didn't get hold of me .. Thank God.(I think Mr A was in the Last bus also, and he saw him making me uncomfortable.)

After sometime i got a seat in the bus again .. i sat down .. Mr. A also got a seat in the front .. so we really didn't chatted about anything .. I don't know even his name ... I was just not feeling well that day .. Asking the name thing didn't even struck me then ..I don't know .. why i was so lost .

While Getting off the Bus .. He came towards the back door of the bus to get down .. and said to me :: "NEXT TIME BE BOLD !! " :)

That was a greatest ever thing for me ... Hey Mr A Thankzz for your help .. I really I m Glad that you helped me in a great way to realise myself . .to what i should be .. and what i shouldn't be ..

Keep smiling and may God Bless you ... And you all too who are reading this :)


PS:: Will be Writing About more of my Life soon .. :)

Different perceptions.....

Different people have different perception. One man’s meat could be another man’s poison.

A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, ‘Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? ‘Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, ‘The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?’ Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, ‘How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.’ The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, ‘Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.’ Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, the moral of the story is that:

Learn to think for your self and nevermind what others think. Do not be too bothered by others words if your own conscience is clear….

Our Lives .. in Present Past and ... Future ...

So here i M back with a bang !!!.. today i m feeling like talking a bit about life .. my life your life ... our lives ...

I was out of station for a last couple of days ... and it was a spiritual kind of journey for me .. not those Spiritual camps like .. but it was like leaning something new out of the being .. so i was just delighted to share some things with you all also. I hope you will like them ..

i learnt many things and one was to be in the PRESENT.

it is like we never notice that when ever we are in sorrow .. we are in PAST .. thinking about things which has already happened at some point of time and when we remember them we feel sorry for ourselves .. and think like we are just good for nothing .. Did you Notice those all the things that bring sorrow to you are from the PAST and PAST only ??? I mean Things in present moment cant bring sorrow to you .. neither things in the future..



Going to the FUTURE ... how many fears do we have in our daily lives ?? fear to pay the loan installment on time .. fear to reach school on time ... fear to attend the interview and perform to the best ??..... These Fears only Exist in The FUTURE .. and doesn't even exist in the Present .. So why Worry ?:)

It was just a thought of mine ... I don't really want to make this any more of boring stuff :) Thankzz for reading ... will be Writing about some of my thoughts again :)cyaa ... share your thoughts .. about how you felt after reading it !!

hello my dear friends :)

hi i m back again ....

I would still like to thank @ Endless ................

for such nice wishes for me but i would surely like to know your name dear .. who would like to help me :)

Thankzz @ amit for finding my blog of some interest :)

I hope you are having fun in your lives my dear friends .. and i m waiting to know about you here on this blog :)

Thankzz for being so sweett .... :)

Heyy Vicktor, That was sweet move and sweet words that you showered on me by making me the inspiration for you BLOG ... I really wish you all the best for your life .. I m adding your blog as a link to mine .. so that i would stay connected with you .. you do the same :) keep smiling :) GOD BLESS

hi now this is about me now :)

Firstly ,

@ kanhaiya :: was that a sarcastic comment or just you were touched by my idea of making the blog ??


hmmm ,,.. so here i m .. since this is a kinda first post about me i think i should be starting it with my idea of the present about me ..

I m a very quite kind of person .. who really thinks she is good if not the best .... I m quite a good listener of conversations .. but surely i don't start many ..

I m quite a deep thinker but that doesn't mean i keep thinking all day .. i have my states of being blank all together ....

this happens quite a lot of time when i m chatting with you all ... like i Just sign out of the yahoo messenger and just quit talking .... my apologies for that ..

I have a calm mind ..i think i never get angry on any one around me .. but sometimes my tone of talking makes other thinks that yes i m angry :) but i never insist that i was or i m ..

I have very varied tastes .. sometimes i wish to watch quite a lot of movies .. sometimes i wish to draw quite a lot of drawings .. my mood varies and so do the things i do ....

Sometimes i come online i never even talk to anyone .. like no one .. just surf around ..

Welll I will continue about my experiences ....

PS: I think My posts should be kinda small .. otherwise you will loose interest :) cyaa..

Heyy .. thankzz for the response

I would like to thank some people here now ....

firstly @ rohit .. who helped me getting this template right . i some what thought that the mountain thing wasnt working so rohit came to rescue me .. and how was i delighted .... thankzz man ..

secondly @ vicky thankzz for being the first one to see my blog and comment .. i really appreciate it :) .. this blog will be special in future for me i think .


well i will be just writing here in a while .. i just wanna connect to if not all but almost the majority of people around me :)

See yaa soon ...

PS: Please don't get irritated i send you the mail again and again .. i just waanna know that yes my friends know about my blog .. and are reading it :) keep your good smile :)

Hi to all .. everyone around me !!~~~

The Idea of creation of this blog struck to me .. when i thought about something about me .. something all of you would like to know .. that is what everyone keeps asking me .. " Tell me something about yourself " seems to be the hottest question of any hour of the day ..

so i thought why not create a blog .. where i can have a better interaction with people around me ..and also i would be leaning something new in the internet world besides some use of yahoo messenger or the orkut thing ...

Here i would like to discuss my life .. abut how i m actually to the world .. how i think .. how i should have reacted . my ideas .. my dreams .... everything in the means from my daily thoughts .. as i think my thoughts just fade away in time .. because of may be a short memory .. i will write them here ..

so please look this spot .. i will be regular here with my words .. saying everything ...